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[28 Feb 2005|08:17pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]


That's my new username!

I know what your thinking. Yet ANOTHER name. But I dont want/need to explain!

I'm <strike>deleting</strike> this one. The other one is friends only and Ill try to add everyone from this name to my friends list on the other one.




1 | Life's not always black & white...

[28 Feb 2005|07:49pm]
[ mood | Comment 2 Be Added </3 ]

Friends only! </3

Life's not always black & white...

[26 Feb 2005|12:58pm]
[ mood | blank ]

i just want comments...
im bored
ok im begging...so pity me...and comment

12 | Life's not always black & white...

[25 Feb 2005|08:48pm]
[ mood | good and bad ]

today was great besides being sick
Apearently I lied about somehting???
Well..I'm seriousley thinking of gettin rid of the LJ...it's too time consuming, and it has alot of negative feedback. Everything's dramatic right now and I need to eliminate some of it.

♥ Lindsay

10 | Life's not always black & white...

[21 Feb 2005|10:32am]
[ mood | shitty ]

Last night sucked,
no one could go out so i resorted to austin,
and of course once i got there, the person i wanted to go with who said they couldnt was there...:\ sketchy
and so me and austin hung out, saw the last half of boogeyman before i started to feel sick, so his mom drove me home at like..9:30
im already hearing rumors about last night...about me
none of them are true...just for the record, me and austin arent like that
but i admit it did look bad concidering the real circumstances...
well..thats it
i feel like shit
Nick never calls me...yet agian...:\


6 | Life's not always black & white...

[16 Feb 2005|05:08pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Today was good
i think
I stayed after school...and i noticed i like...NEVER talk when im around nick
but im always scared im gonna say soemthing stupid...
me and porsha came up with a code word for ...this thing
its playing chess...lol I LOVE IT!
anywyas...Is laughing after kissing soeone a bad sign??? like not laughing but smiling alot...im kinda scared...i mean if im THAT bad of a kisser
grr...im...sooo friggen paranoid...but according to heather i ALWAYS SAY THE WRONG THING so whats the point of talking...ill just screw myself over
since ive been going out with nick ive had non-stop good days
except for little moments...but when your happy litle things seem so much bigger...like today..i told justin i fucking hated him and i ddint mean it..he was just pissing me off...usually hes awesome
and i dont hate him
he one of my good friends...so i need to appologise to my best..but also its hard to be friends and be nice to him when everyone (including my boyfriend) thinks i "like" him and rubs it in and like...refuses to listen to me when i say i DONT LIKE HIM!!! so...i dunno...everything got to me...i dont know what to say when i appologise tomarow tho...cuz "im sorry" is so...blah...
o well
i dunno i dont act like myself (around nick) and it makes me mad
yeah im just venting...sorry for bitching about nothing...

23 | Life's not always black & white...

comment and help please! [14 Feb 2005|08:56pm]
[ mood | question ]

btw...just out of curiosity, if u feel strongly about someone...well at least stronger then before...but ur not sure about how they feel about u, how do u go about...like..not feeling paranoid??? u know???
and like...
grr...nvm i guess cuz i dont know how to say it...
Like How can u tell how a person REALLY feels about u?
i just hate being this age its so fucking confusing...


2 | Life's not always black & white...

[14 Feb 2005|08:42pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

@}------(heres my valentine)




I SKIPPED DETENTION...and after school was fun...except i had forgotten about all the bad things i had said about laura before...and I was around her after school...AND I DIDNT MEAN TO SOUND SO MEAN....i kept saying the wrong things..like about dancers in my old jazz class that would get fatter throughout the year since they started dancing (like me) and i ddint mean Laura...i felt bad

Lauras not fat

O and also i said she sounded weird but she said something and sounded like she was trying to talk like Nick..and i kept speaking my mind...and it wasnt good


except like...justine was sad...i felt bad...o and i didnt get a v-day kiss from my own boyfrined...

:-\      :*-(

yeah so...besides the akwardness it was good!

I have fun hanging out with eden! I dont c what people dont like about her...wow im a hypocrit! I used to hate her for no reason..so yeah

at least i admit it!

Life's not always black & white...

[12 Feb 2005|05:02pm]
I HAVENT updated in a long time
Im very tired
i slept till 12
cuz last night was major DRAMA
but yeah
i need a new layout and all i need are ideas for a backrgound picture
so help me!
o and like...a color scheme...
so yeah
cuz im bored of my layout

2 | Life's not always black & white...

[07 Feb 2005|11:53am]

2 | Life's not always black & white...

I am the worst daughter ever bornl..ever [30 Jan 2005|01:27pm]
[ mood | shitty ]

i cant believe myself
i made my mom sad
cuz i wunna go to my grandmas
and i dont wunna stay here today
at least shes being civil
im very selfish
i know this
i wunna go to grandmas becuz i can at least go out, or have someone come over
but up here i cant do anything
but honestly whats the point cuz her and my stepdad are leaving to go run errands for like 4 hours so whats the point of staying
plus whenever im at my dads she says i have the right to tell him i want to be at my moms, but why is it fair that i dont have the right to say i want to be at my dads/grandmas when im over at her house??
i dunno i just feel bad and felt like venting..so yeah...

</3, LinZeY (A.k.a.- the worst person ever)

3 | Life's not always black & white...

[29 Jan 2005|06:23pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

new layout
and on sayit_sayit_ too!!!
check em out cuz i like em
they're both mcr!! but the one on sayit_sayit_ is really hot pic of him
so yeah
(ill tell u about my weekend when im feeling more patiant!)
</3+ &hearts; =<333333

2 | Life's not always black & white...

[26 Jan 2005|02:43pm]
[ mood | w00t ]

god i feel so weird
i love the feeling you get when u get surprised with the outcome of soemthing
i mean i know it sounds weird but this whole...being happy thing, is super weird cuz now the simplist malfuntions in my day get me more upset
o well...
im gonna try to take things with a grain of salt, and blow those assholes off
i had an "ok" day..cant complain
one little tiny thing made me a little upset but when i got to thinking about it i didnt understnad why i let it get to me
nothing special i suppose..
o and please comment

3 | Life's not always black & white...

[24 Jan 2005|06:02pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Sex and lights,
It's totally chill,
you could really have fun,
with this little pill.

Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla

uh....um...anyone else think thats completely off???

1 | Life's not always black & white...

[24 Jan 2005|05:33pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

god i was having such a fucking amazing day...not jsut good...amazing!!!! yes its actually worht an "amazing". then JUSTINNNNN had to go ruin it
he was being so mean i like..honestly almost cried
but ooomfg nicks so fucking nice
yeah so ...im bored
call me 488-0318

2 | Life's not always black & white...

[20 Jan 2005|05:34pm]
[ mood | w00t help me! ]

2 day was like....gr8!!!!
and yeah
ok but i have noooo clue what to wear tomarow!!!
i was kinda flipping out
so..someone help
its pathetic but come on!

7 | Life's not always black & white...

[19 Jan 2005|06:03pm]
[ mood | grrrrr....grrrrrr ]

Today was a very good day!!!!

Um, school was normal

I am going out with someone! YAY!

I found an ~*~ADORABLE~*~ shirt! lol

but when i got home, Annie (for some reason) freaked out just because my comps slower then hers

k heres the story:

B*!#%$@!!!!!!!!Collapse )


If you dont want to hear my bitching then please dont click the LJ cut

8 | Life's not always black & white...

[17 Jan 2005|08:08pm]
[ mood | finished!! accomplishment ]

uh, last night i went to la movies!

%@!#*my night!*#!@%Collapse )

so yea

i <3 my phone soooo much!

its so sexy now...cuz i got a black and white case-thingy


everythings bad news lately its making me sad-full

  • can't find my backpack and we have school tomarow
  • can't find my digi. cam!
  • everyones is a bit sad which makes me sad
  • still not...um..wanted???



o i went to te mall today

i was expecting other plans but some bitchy people blew me and shelbs off


we saw Amanda & Heather!

and we saw reaaaaaalllllllyyy hot guys

he was wearing a loin cloth

it was hot

o and his shoes were messed up

the messed up shoe guy was nice at least

the loin cloth guy was a jackass (he probably thinks hes tarzan!) yeah so shelby has pictures of me in the cart and im excited to c em!


um all!




2 | Life's not always black & white...

[13 Jan 2005|06:26pm]
[ mood | must..kill...fred... ]

ok, so heres a recap
i was right about zach
the whole "secret" was about me
thats fine
i was waiting for it anyways
i cant say i was gonna wait forever before i broke up wiht him either
so yeah im single again...yay! ish
and fred lied to me..
and im mad at him
and thats the end
ta daaa!
...i got dumped my a sevie haha
o well..

5 | Life's not always black & white...

[13 Jan 2005|03:21pm]
[ mood | fukin fone-ness ]

um i need help setting up my voicemail thing..like the message
i know i sound stupid
but ya
so if u know how to do it on a cricket fone please help lol

Life's not always black & white...

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